Thursday, December 25, 2008

Father Christmas, Santa Claus, or Saint Nicholas

Christmas 2008

I have come to realize that my confusion about interpretations, cultural and linguistic, stem from disconnects I saw a child. I was the kid always asking "why?" Not as in why can't I have a candy bar, but why does Saint Nicholas have black "elves" or slaves as a friend recently pointed out. But I never got answers because I was told to go "look it up," mind you this is preeeeee-internet. I didn't have the skills to find the answers on my own at that age. I might not have asked that particular question, as I had learned not to bother with difficult questions by that point (Saudi Arabia, age 4 - 6). Anyway, now I'm 33 and beginning to revisit those questions of my childhood.

It is a really fabulous thing to find yourself in a place where you look more in place than most places I've ever lived, yet don't have much direct access, cultural or language, to interact with my environment. Here I surprise people when I don't understand or speak the language. At home, maybe its the opposite. The first place I really called home is New York. Not because its the coolest city on earth, but because it's the first place I really feel at home. I have a sign I picked up at a garage sale that reads "Home is where the Heart is," which may have been why I thought to try and follow it here, but what I've found out is that my home is in my heart. It is where I am. Though now, having a place to call my own in Brooklyn, comforts me and is an extension of my heart, I am learning to feel at home where ever I am.

Chili is warming in the slow cooker. Friends coming for lunch and then heading out for a hike at the Fragrant Hills. Being in a place full of history has a similar effect as getting perspective from religion. It reminds you that life is big, much bigger than you and what you know. Its humbling, like nature. These institutions are all part of our culture. How we read, interpret, and understand these things. And we all do it a bit differently.

I met a man who grew up in Jerusalem last night. He is an architect. New to Beijing, he began to see similarities in the city structure and history to his home city. Being a holy site rather than a secular historic city as Beijing, but sharing things like an old city wall and then the expansion beyond. I'm not sure I understood all that he was trying to say, but I did recognize a familiar desire to try to interpret the new environment by comparing the similarities. For me, I am fascinated by the Beijing "er" and certain mandarin words that share a remarkable similarity to American slang and recent trend in rap music to pronounce word with an accentuated "er." I theorized that there was a connection through immigration of Chinese into urban crowded areas where young African Americans and Chinese mixed and new language was born out of being exposed to new sounds and opportunities of misinterpretation.

American Slang / Possible Chinese Origin
(in progress)

As a Christmas wish a friend asked for my top 5 fave books, so this is what I decided...not in any particular order:
1) Blink by Malcolm Gladwell
2) The Power of Place by Winifred Gallagher
3) Mr. Wilson's Cabinet of Wonder by Lawrence Weschler
4) The Companion Species Manifesto: Dogs, People, and Significant Otherness by Donna Haraway
5) Albertus Seba's Cabinet of Natural Curiosities (if picture books count, this is the most beautiful collection of diagrams of things in nature)

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Man Man Lai

Slowly, slowly...forward.

The studio is coming along. Bed built, washing machine delivered, second-hand drinking fountain cleaned, drinking water delivered, Christmas palm installed, plumbing phase 1 finished.

Equivalents:
285 yuan will buy you an 80 min oil massage or a second-hand washing machine.
New washing machines are closer to 1,000 yuan, so I scored a deal.

Semi-equivalents:
Hi-phone costs about 600 RMB. A "iPhone" will cost you 800.
A real one...you do the math.

TO DO List:
1) Finish installing washing machine/plumbing
2) Buy a wooden bath basin for the room (maybe i can at least get a drain attached and boil water)
3) Buy an electric heater or two.
4) Buy a humidifier.
5) Try the public bath house in the village.
6) Buy a good torch, aka flashlight (and batteries).
7) Plan a studio warming and bring in the new year party mid-Jan.

I shot video for the first time in ages, maybe years.
A record store and hair salon. Heard some Beijing rock and folk. Got my hair chopped off!
It has been a good day.

Tomorrow is Friday and most of my friends leave for holiday this weekend. One friend asked what I'd want from the UK. Someone said Marmite. My mind drew a blank, but my mouth started to water for that weird salty goodness of Marmite. A childhood memory like toast with strawberry jam and boiled egg or large croutons with butter and brown sugar the neighbors would give me with tea. I think they were Dutch and don't know the proper name for the croutons, but same texture just larger. Now Im thinking of Saint Nicholas, Father Christmas, and Santa. There are some really lovely chewy brown nuggets the moorish "helpers" would throw as they paraded through the streets in my compound growing up that I would love to taste again if I knew what they were. I think it would be in the ginger cookie family, but not sure. I'll have to ask my friend Poppy who I met in Beijing, but has recently moved to Holland to bring some back for me.

time for bed. cold outside. warm inside. thankgoodness.

XXX
Su

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Susan Miller and Apple and Audible

I know this is hard to wrap your dizzying head around this spectacular partnership.

From Susan Miller's Astrology Zone:

This month, you can go to iTunes for a FREE download for Sagittarius December 2008 or Capricorn December 2008 in a special promotion Apple is doing for us. If you are one of those two signs, Happy Birthday - this is Apple's gift to you.

Here is how to get your FREE download from Apple.

Go to iTunes. Once there, look for "iTunes Store" on the left hand side list of contents. Then pull down the search menu for "AudioBooks". Then search for "Susan Miller' and if necessary, "Sagittarius December 2008" or "Capricorn December 2008." It will show up in the box on the far left, third box down, the AudioBooks box on iTunes. If you have friends with birthdays in December or January, let them know about this offer.

So consider yourself in the loop!

Happy Birthday to Astrology Zone, too. Since 1995, pre-most people having internet in their homes.

Yeah and three years before Google. Ahead of her time for sure.

Love from Beijing
where the temps are falling and the thick air and stale smells of the street make my situation at the moment, so heavenly. I am writing from my steel and glass tower with all the modern amenities I could ask for. The scents of lavender and calendula surround me. The room is warm and well lite.

It helps me forget some of the painful memories that I am still wrestling with. I owe it all to a certain gentleman who signs off as DC. I am alone in his apartment for the month of December into the new year. I am forever grateful for the kindness of new friends.

Get your Holiday shopping and cards out by the 10th! The full moon on the 12th could bring distractions.







Saturday, November 29, 2008

Lost Dog Found

On the eve of my departure, I find a friend in need.



Anyone who wants to adopt a lovely doggie,
please email me asap.

She is very sweet and a bit shy at first, but a total lover.

***

A happy ending, my sister found a home for her!
Her vet said the pup was about a year old and pregnant.
What a crazy situation to be in all alone.
Lucky for her, she has a new home with a nice family with two kids.

Happy Holidays!
Health and Happiness and Good Fortune to Ya'll.

XXX
Su

Back to Beijing, Again

Turns out Continental flies North over the North Pole then directly East.
A new route for me. Seeing the vast winterland that caps our globe was mind-numbing.
Can't even imagine there is life up there or even the parts in Russia and Mongolia.
Looked like if you were looking at the lines in your knuckles, but frozen and white in the lines which may or may not be streams of water below. Just a cracked landscape with the fractured lines of deeper white snow.

Temperatures have dropped since my arrival. The new down coat works like a charm and the scarf my Mom knit for me is just the bright dash of color I need to not just be a black blob in the landscape. Better run. Housekeeping just knocked and I told them I'll be gone in an hour.

This is day two in DC's lux apt. Breakfast and works in the mornings. So far living healthier than I have in a long time. Beijing is a very cool place to be right now. Thank goodness for the generosity of virtual strangers. Ciao for now. Got to buy my bedroom suite for the studio. Ikea bound.

XXX






Flying West to go East, but this time stopping North first.

Departure

ATL to NWK Dec 1, 2008

NWK to PEK Dec 2, 2008

Arrive in PEK Dec 3, 2008

At least the flight was paid with Skymiles and for Christmas I asked for travel insurance.
Emergency medical, medical evac, and death in case of plane crash covered, but no terrorism.

This is the beginning of a grand adventure. A New York love story that took me half way across the world only to discover it was not the kind of lasting love I was looking for. But undeterred, I continue on my own personal journey to find my way back to my art and personal passions. Still uncertain of what true love looks like, the mystery is left unsolved to keep things interesting. To endure lost love in the bitter cold of a foreign land, I can only hope I will be reborn with Spring into a stronger more certain self that can learn from the past and move forward with a steady and strong heart open to what may be. If all is lost, I have a Last Will with a memo I still need to write. So far what I have written is the following...

Memo
to my Last Will and Testament
regarding my peronal belongings

As I have no significant other besides Meta,
Yun has first pick of everything and can use her judgment as to who thing may be given to,
unless specified differently below.

Amy Dykes Scarborough
Any formal dress that Yun does not think Theresa would want.

Still have to decide homes for my cameras, art work, furniture.
My library will be donated to a program that distributes books to underfunded librarys that need art books.

If I owned a boat, I'd call him Dreamboat.

From Atlanta, signing off for now.

***
If anyone needs a good estate lawyer to draft your will, I'd recommend mine:
Juliet Kalib
212. 724-3466

***



Sunday, November 23, 2008

Mom's Recipes and Other Fruits of My Childhood

My Mom has been teaching me how to make some of my favorite Korean dishes.
To start off this series, here is my latest craving...

JANGJORIM (to be eaten with rice and other banchan)

eye of round beef
boiled eggs
soy sauce
sugar
cloves of garlic

Bring to a boil chunks of the eye of round in water (more than enough to cover tops of pieces)
lower heat to simmer for 2 -3 hours or until water is half gone
skim the top of the water as you go.

Then:
add soy sauce to level where water began (Kikkoman preferable)
add approx half cup sugar
add approx 10 cloves of garlic
add peeled and boiled eggs whole

simmer for another hour til soup is back to half or to taste*

For dessert, try a Persimmon.

I prefer the Fuyu, which is crisp like an apple called "sweet persimmon." Tonight however, my Mom gave me one of two "big persimmons" that was harvested from our tree in the backyard. This was the Hachiya version which is big and red like a plump tomato with a similar soft peal away skin. It was amazingly sweet, soft, and juicy. I had to scoop it up with a spoon.


It's important you know there are two kinds of persimmons: the Fuyu, the kind you can eat right away, and the Hachiya, the kind you can't. If you bite into an unripe Hachiya persimmon, it is if you just drank six cups of extra strength tea. This astringent flavor is due to the high level of tannin in the fruit, and there is a good chance that you would never try a persimmon again because it tastes so bitter. This would be a shame because ripe persimmons have an exceptional flavor and provide us with important nutrients such as beta-carotene, Vitamin C and potassium.

-from Tony Tantillo.com

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Oriental Medicine




I've just finished pack 13 of 40 medicinal herbal tea mixtures. In order to finish my full regiment before traveling Dec. 1, I'll have to triple up for a few days this week. It is still TBD whether there are recognizable effects of this medicine.

My Mom goes every year to boost her system and fight off the annual evil flu or cold. She says it has helped keep her healthy and avoid getting sick. Last year she missed her dose and feels her flu/colds so far have been due to this lapse. It is a common belief shared by many Koreans apparently, that an annual dose of this Oriental Medicine can "keep the doctor away." So, as my Mom made her appointment, I said I would take her there and she offered to get me a visit with the specialist. The man who decides what allies you and which tea you will need, met with us and took my pulse first.

I am apparently suffering from a lack of blood aka not great circulation, my respiratory system is weak, and my kidneys are not up to snuff. This all translated into $400 and a tea with the special antler powder, something my Mom's $300 mix did not need.

My sister is skeptical, as am I about how the diagnosis is reached and well we actually receive in our pouches. I will say, however, the packaging is done well. The office clean and seemingly homey with nature documentaries playing on a loop. The other thing is it is next door to a Korean Church. I'm sure a lot of business comes from connections there. The office also has those drawers that remind me of this photo I took in Beijing at the Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital. Similar methods and materials by run by a Korean.

I am always open to trying new things and believe anything can have power if you believe in it. So, this winter, as I am trying to build up my energy for this long hard winter ahead, I am trying this tea. It has a bitter smell and taste, but it smells familiar and reminds me of my Dad for some reason. And that makes it taste less bitter.

Something else about hope and trying to make sense of things...
I am reminded also of this machine I ran into in Hong Kong at the Peak. A little Roman Holiday in China. A replica that told fortunes. I have the read out somewhere, but it was in Chinese, so I was unable to dicier the message until I had my tutor in Beijing make sense of it for me. I only recall I wasn't so lucking in Love. Fine in the Fame and Fortune department. Well, C'est la vie! Can't have it all now, can we?





Saturday, November 1, 2008

Halloween Madness




In Avondale Estates, GA Halloween is a close the street off and let the kids roam kinda town. The neighbors go all out and compete for Spirit Awards. Doug, my brother-in-law, installed a grave site, flying skeleton, smoke machine, and sound fx. He also lurked in the darkness in a gorilla costume and came alive to scare the too cool for school teens in their everyday street wear.


Theresa was a vampire princess.
If only I had seen this how to before working on Theresa!
But we did alright.



Noah was the Ghoast Rider. Doug did his make-up.
Yun was busy making a delicious soup and pizza for this little get together.

A little Halloween history:
My 2008 Pumpkin Design vs 2004 Pumpkin Design


Avondale Estates, GA 2008


Bushwick Brooklyn, 2004


Check out
Threadbanger: How to Make yourself into a Zombie
Make-up by our lovely Katie Pellegrino

Friday, October 17, 2008

Enlightenment Through Solitude (Winter in Beijing)

This winter I will embark on a new journey in China. The journey of "Enlightenment Through Solitude." The winters are brutal, so living a somewhat hermit lifestyle will help me get through some difficult things I have not dealt with fully. As part of my endurance project, I will continue to produce new work, writings, and make myself read some things I've been meaning to read.

Reading List for my "Enlightenment Through Solitude" experience in Beijing Winter 2008-09.

1) The King James Bible
2) American Earth: Environmental Writing Since Thoreau
3) Riding the Iron Rooster, Paul Theroux
4) No one belongs here more than you. Miranda July
5)

Friends suggestions:
Tolstoy's Anna Karenina
Virginia Woolf, A Room of One's Own (1929)


I also decided to get some books on tape. I like being read to and the sounds fill the space, making cold, quite, winter nights seem warm.
On my Audible list:
1) Anna Karenina (sorry Krista! its huge and ran out of packing space, but i really wanted to hear the story)
2) Malcolm Gladwell's new Outliers
3) David Sedaris' Naked & Holidays on Ice

I have a growing WISHLIST too! Lets hope I can download from there.


Reading for when I return:
The Plum in the Golden Vase (3/5 written) David Tod Roy's Translation (93, 01, 06)
Jin Ping Mei original English translation The Golden Lotus (1939), Clement Egerton



As with any great laborious journey, I will celebrate with some decadent beach vacation for the Chinese New Year, marking the end of a chapter. I am enlisting a crew to ensure help me celebrate.

Contact me for details.

ps
for those of you who have not received news of Henry and I's break up, Henry ended things with an "I'm not ready" and since I have found new inspiration and have a lot of gratitude for what seemed at first to be bad news. I am looking forward to taking a leap into my future with an new found eagerness to see what is next.


Don't be sad, it is afterall just another chapter. And in all fairness, I wouldn't have gotten to Beijing if it weren't for my interlude with Henry. I had compromised too much to be with him, hoping he might surprise me. Well, he just confirmed all my fears and I can confidently move forward without him.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Return to NYC (at least for now)

IF YOU ARE READING THIS,

first, thank you for caring;

second, come to Vol de Nuit 6 pm - 8 pm
Thursday for a reunion with me & Henry!

148 W 4th St
New York, NY 10012
(212) 982-3388


The tour home began in Beijing. I traveled to Shanghai, flew to Atlanta, drove to NYC, Newport RI, & Boston. Still reeling from the process.

Now Im getting my bearings, settling some business, and looking to take care of plans for the upcoming year.

Hope to catch up with friends while Im back, so please call me or email.
Lets make a date!

XXX
Su

Friday, September 5, 2008

Back In The Heartland Again (sorta)

I'm coming back home!

This is a funny video my friend Mia sent me that is a totally funny take off of Sex and the City I wanted to bring home. Mandarin with an American accent and cross cultural translation issues with naming.

Hilarious.



CALL FOR TRAVELERS & COLLABORATORS

Looking for people who want to travel around China by train (or around Asia in general).
I have a documentary idea that would be great to discuss, as well as,
just documenting the travel and experience.

email me with any interest or ideas!





The fall is still uncertain, but I am playing around with a couple ideas.

1) if all goes smoothly with subletting and apt fixing...
Fly to Seoul meet Henry, then Busan for the Busan Biennale 2008 in early November.
The Biennale ends 11/15.
Then settle into Beijing new apt and studio.

2) if there is more work to do...
Stick around until late Nov. then fly directly to Geneva then follow Henry back to Beijing.

End of November, the plan is to fly to Geneva to meet Henry and his parents and spend a few days in Chamonix together. Then back to Beijing by early December just in time for the long hard winter.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Trip 2: Week 16 Final Days of Summer



Taping, CaoChangdi Studio (2008)



What I Did This Summer...

1. I saw and experienced the Beijing Olympics Mayhem in all it's Spectacle and Splendor!

2. Did a art residency at Art Channel Beijing & made new work

3. Spent QT with Henry

4. Met wonderful new people

5. Learned more about China

6. Committed to a studio for a year


Some Favorite Places to See in Beijing:

1. Laitai Flower Market at Lady's Street, 9 Maizidian Xi Lu, 6463 6554

2. Guanyuan Flower, Bird, Fish, Insect Market, NE corner of Fuchengmen (down from Lu Hsun Museum), 6616 5509

3. Houhai Lake/Drum&Bell Tower Area


Places to Still Seek Out and See:

1. World Park

2. Laoshan Velodrome

3. Lomo Flagship Store, 9 Longtoujing Jie, 131 2691 0483

4. Burton Qiaobo Mellow Park, 6 Shun'an Lu, Shunyi, olli@mellowparks.cn

5. A brand of Chinese Traditional Medicine, Tongrentang, 24 Dashilan Jie, Qianmen, 6301 4883

6. Maybe Mars, local record label shop, 31 Dongmianhua Hutong (east off Nanluoguxiang), 5149 1662


Local Folklore:
6 is a lucky number for artists and intellectuals.
8 is the lucky number for everyone.
9 is the lucky number for the emperor.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Trip 2: Week 15 End of an Era

My last days at Art Channel...





Art Channel opened a show called "Earthquake" 100 days after the Sichuan megaquake.

The artists include Artists: Ai Weiwei\Bai Congmin\Cai Yuan & Xi Jianjun\De Gang\Huang Rui\Wang Sishun\Wang Tiewei\Wu Xiaojun\Xu yixing\Zhao Bandi\Zhao Junsheng\Zhao Yebai & Zhao Ling\Zhou's Father and Son\Zhu Luming, Curator: Shu Yang.

Hear are some highlights.












It is a bit bitter sweet leaving the residency at Art Channel for a brand new world at CCD 300. The new space is raw. Building the walls, putting in plumbing, windows, doors, painting radiators. One of the workers had an accident yesterday and had to go in for stitches. I saw him just as he was headed to the hospital. A gaping hole in his shin the size or a quarter. Think his bone was visible. He had run into the doorway where a nail was sticking out for some reason, right at shin height! Henri, the Chinese Artist/Developer of this complex took him to the hospital. In the end it cost 300 RMB. So, I guess the health care prices here are a big benefit to everyday people. An emergency room visit would cost in the thousands in the US if you had to pay on your own. For some reason its cheaper to get get medical work done if you have insurance. I don't mean with a deductible, but that often times doctors/hospitals have preferred rates for the insured. Counter intuitive.

In moving my work and installing a few photos in the group show, it took a tricycle driver and two art installers and a very sweet Henry! He spent his day off to help me move and get sorted in the new place. Not quite a space yet.

PRICE OF LABOR:

Tricycle Driver
20 RMB for a trip cup the street with loaded flatbed with help loading/unloading
(approx $3)

Installation Workers
(20 RMB/per person/hour)
1 hour = 40 RMB aka Yuan (approx $6)

PRICE OF A RAW WALL:
approx 30 sq meters
3,000 Yuan (approx $440)

PRICE OF A CUSTOM DOOR:
600 Yuan (approx $88)

PRICE OF TWO WINDOWS:
500 Yuan (approx $75)

PRICE OF IKEA LIGHTING FIXTURES:
(approx same as the States)


Are you beginning to get the picture?
Labor vs. Goods

Besides illustrating the kind of budget it takes to build your own studio or get things done around here, this is a good way to keep a tally on my spending, as it is all done cash in hand, with the exception of IKEA of course. They take card, but not AmEx.

And remember the 100 RMB note is the largest note available, while the smallest paper note is 1 mao.
That is 10 mao in 1 RMB. Coins go down to 1/100 of a RMB and weigh in at almost nothing.


My Shopping List:

PRICE OF SOFT SLEEPER OVER NIGHT TRAIN TO SHANGHAI:
500 RMB (approx $75)

PRICE OF ONE NIGHT CLUB LEVEL IN A LUXURY HOTEL IN SHANGHAI:
2,740 RMB ($400 with taxes and fees)

PRICE OF ONE WAY SUBWAY FARE IN BEIJING:
2 RMB (approx $0.30), the bus is half of this!

PRICE OF TAXI TO CAOCHANGDI FROM CBD:
40 RMB (approx $6), Flagfall is 10 RMB included in the total.

PRICE OF BREAKFAST AT "NORTH AMERICAN DINER: PAUL AND EGGS":
55 RMB (approx $8, and no tipping!)


Let me know what you'd like to know the price of...

XXX
Su







Monday, August 18, 2008

Trip 2: Week 14 Progress






Sunday, August 17, marked a day of progress.

Henry & I attended the Women's Indoor Volleyball Preliminary Poland vs. USA! It was a great game. Very exciting to watch and full of fans cheering mostly for Poland. But after a very tight game in which Poland looked like it was going to take the lead, the US team pulled through with a victory. Hurray for Poland fans coming out in force though. The US was weakly represented in terms of fan base. I wonder if that was just this game or if there aren't many hardcore US fans traveling with the Olympics this time around. I wonder if US in general has less traveling fans? The only other event we attended was rowing, and there was an even worse showing.

Even in the family stands, I only say 2 American flags and multiple other flags to represent the other international athletes' countries! We better show up in force in London. I can understand not making it out across the world, but it was a great opportunity for anyone interested in China. In any crowd of Olympic tourists, you are bound to hear voices from GB or Australia. I wish Americans traveled more.



A great tension breaker was the clean up crew! How cute are these guys...




I have officially updated my facebook status to "warming" to the Olympics.


Laoshan Velodrome

Meet Chris Hoy, Gold Metal winner of Men's Sprint & Saturday's Mens Keirin Finals & fellow Aries!



Date of Birth: Mar 23 1976 Height(cm/ft in): 186cm / 6'1"
Gender: Male Weight(kg/lbs): 92 kg / 203 lbs
Place of Birth: Edinburgh (Great Britain)
Residence: Salford (Great Britain)
Sport: Cycling - Track
Event(s): Men's Keirin | Men's Team Sprint | Men's Sprint

HELLO!
Wish I could have been there.


XXX
SJ


It will be my last weekend in CaoChangdi.
Screening Saturday and Open Studio Sunday!



Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Trip 2: Week 13 Looking Backwards/Forwards

Saturday night. August 16, 2008
Full Moon.
Screened "How to Live in the FRG" by Farocki.
Not many people made it out, but I guess I'm competing with the Olympics. Just glad to have had time to have a heart to heart with my new friend Lucy. She should be coming out to New York for a visit, so ya'll will get to meet her.

Hopefully next weekend will be better. The first two went really well. The last one on Sat 23 is Mike Mill's "Does Your Soul Have A Cold?" on recommendation of Ms. Mitchell (Thank You!). Its kinda depressing and beautiful at the same time. Will be trying to make it a birthday party for Lucy too, so should be fun. The next day, I am having an open studio. Showing work for the first time in ages to strangers. It will be a good exercise. Then I'm out of here. Last day in Residence. Good to be leaving with new work.



Friday night. August 15, 2008

The moon looks full over Beijing. Its not quite full, but will be tomorrow. The sky opened up yesterday with rain and thunder and has left us with a beautiful clear and cool atmosphere. Just back from dinner at the Saddle in San Litun. It was frenzied with Olympic mania and loud booty music. The food was pretty good, but we had a terrible time trying to order and be served. And that was with Mandarin speakers at the table. Henry was rushed, needing to get to work by 10 m for his overnight shift. A bit stressful but we got to see a friend who has been consumed with work for SportsMark during this Olympic madness. After Henry left, we were Angela, Lucy, Flora, and me. We finished our wine and decided to take the party to Kokommo. It is a bar with a rooftop and plays mainly reggae and has a beachy theme. The servers wear Hawaiian shirts. The tall drinks come with plastic palm tree stir-ers. I had my regular: a champagne mojito. Lovely.

The crowd was thick and full of out of towners looking to party. There was a Corona sponsored event there with a live band and dancers and dj. It was packed and that hook-up vibe was everywhere. Its not really what I enjoy. Im not sure I liked it when I was single either. Its not the kind of atmosphere where you meet interesting people with interesting things to say. Its more just about being at a party. But a frat party. Not a chill reggae party, like I was hoping for. The city at least felt alive tonight. Though it was mostly tourists and Olympic visitors, there was a nice feeling of urban-ness, which seemed to have been quieted in the weeks leading to the games.

Henry and I were just given two tickets to volleyball for this Sunday. It will be Henry's first day off in a while. And it will be his transition day to normal waking hours.

Quick Recap of my summer in China.

Arrived in Hong Kong May 16, 2008. (Rain check on train trip to Beijing) Flew to Beijing May 17.

Week 1: May 18 - 24
Week 2: May 25 - 31
Week 3: June 1 - 7 Weekend Trip to Qingdao.
Week 4: June 8 - 14
Week 5: June 15 - 21 Started my Residency at Art Channel.
Week 6: June 22 - 28
Week 7: June 29 - July 5
Week 8: July 6 - 12
Week 9: July 13 - 19
Week 10: July 20 - 26 Night at Red Capital Ranch.
Week 11: July 27 - Aug 2 WITNESS: Chung Kuo
Week 12: Aug 3 - 9 WITNESS: Titicut Follies
Week 13: Aug 10 - 16 WITNESS: How to Live in the FRG
Week 14: Aug 17 - 23 WITNESS: Does Your Soul Have a Cold?
Week 15: Aug 24 - 30 Open Studio/End of my Residency.
Week 16: Aug 31 - Sept 6 Last week in Beijing for a while.
Taking the overnight train to Shanghai for my last weekend.

Stateside:
Sept 7 Fly Shanghai to Atlanta
Sept 8 Sleep and cuddle with Meta
Sept 9 Drive North
Sept 10 Still Driving
Sept 11 Arrive in New York
Sept 12 Pick up Henry at JFK and drive further North
Sept 13 Polly's Wedding in Tiverton, RI
Sept 14 One Night in Boston
Sept 15 - 20 Back to Brooklyn with Henry
Sept 20 - onward TBA

Long Term Plans
Back to Beijing through August 2009
Return to Brooklyn with Meta September 2009


August 13, 2008 Wednesday
Went to my first Olympic event.
Rowing at Shunyi Rowing and Canoeing Park.

I got a ticket through a friend who has a few to spare. Thought, might as well see what the hoopla is about. It was an ordeal to get to and from there. First finding the Olympic Bus Depot. Sounds easy enough, but it was like any cab ride in Beijing. Much more difficult to get anywhere than you can imagine. From there a 75 min bus ride, but it was free. Then we arrived at the gate. Security checks and then the backs of bench seating. It seemed anti climactic to arrive, find seats, then see not much of anything. The best view being the large video screen across the man-made water run. No overhead coverage. Just open air and it was muggy and grey. The kind of day you'd decide not to wear sunscreen and get burnt.

We watched the single, double, and 4 man teams row across the narrow water way. Trying to call up any enthusiasm I could when they came into sight in real life, not just on the monitor. US was not well represented either in the sport or in the stands. It felt a bit like it was a non-spectator sport, but with seating crated to sell tickets. I admit, I know very little about rowing and was in a bit of a scrambled circadian rhythm, as I have been experiencing a bit of sympathetic sleep deprivation due to Henry's overnight schedule this past week.

Getting back by taxi cost us about 1.10 hrs and 161 RMB. We fell asleep for most of the way.

To Do List:
1) Re-watch and put together an email invite for the screening of
"How To Live In The FRG" on Saturday night.
2) Write an artist statement for Open Studio at Art Channel (Aug 24, last day in residence).
3) Wednesday, Aug 20, pick up my prints and framed work.
4) Thursday, Aug 21, send out email about Sat screening of "Does Your Soul Have A Cold?"
5) Friday, Aug 22, install photos and pack things for departure.


Wish List:
The only event I would really like to see is the Kerin racing at the velodrome.

Saturday, August 16, 2008
Time Code Event
Session(s)
Venue
S 16:30
E 19:35
CT02 Cycling - Track
M Indv'l Pursuit 1st Rnd; M Kerin 1st Rnd; W Indv'l Pursuit Qual; M Kerin Repechage; M Points Race Final; M Kerin 2nd Rnd; M 4000m Indv'l Pursuit Final; M Kerin Final
Laoshan Velodrome


Meant to go to Club Obiwan to see a free rooftop screening of the Big Lebowski, but I am so beat and have a tummy ache, so White Russians alone seems not worth going out for. I think that the Olympics have put a real damper on the fun and liveliness of the city. Not sure what all the out of towners are doing, but they aren't seeing Beijing as its normal self. I'm doing as the locals are and just staying in and avoiding the mess.

Interesting Scoop:
found out that all movie theaters have half off tickets (60 rmb regular admission) on Tuesdays for everyone and Thursdays for women. Pretty radical. Though all that is playing might be Kungfu Panda, I might just check it out for the China populist cinema experience.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Trip 2: Week 12 The Long Awaited 8.08.08 at 8:08 PM




An official bomb diffusing devise in a subway station.



Strictly Speaking, since China is on Military Time or the 24:00 HR Clock, the Opening Ceremony should have started at 08:08, as in AM. Instead, Bush opened the new Embassy near Ladies Street. A humongous building that flew in "American" workers to build the structure to save from any information from being leaked. We aren't the only ones to fly our own in. And when all is said and done, it probably is not a bad idea. Just expensive and seems like something made up for the movies. But as we have come to realized, life does imitate art. I use the term "art" loosely here.




One of hundreds of new "soft monuments" planted around the city.



So, lets see. It is Sunday, August the 10th. This week has been a bit of a blur and not in a good way. The Olympic opening ceremony was chilling. So, over the top, that I couldn't hardly stomach it. It lasted over 4 hours btw, so be glad that tickets weren't easier to get! The city felt much different than I imagined it might. There wasn't excitement in the air or masses in the streets enjoying China's big moment in the spot light. Instead, the air was thick with humidity and a strange ghost town air. Most of the city looked deserted. I headed to the center of town to the Forbidden City with my friend Mia to photograph what we could. Its not what I would usually do, stick myself in the middle of a huge tourist trap, but I figure, its a historic moment and it is close to home, so I could jet if things got too sticky. Well, we took a can from 798, after a hyped lecture by Norman Foster and Ai Weiwei, that I conveniently couldn't get into. Mia went and gave me the brief version sans having to stand in a crowd to hear it. Instead, I enjoyed a coffee at Time Zone cafe across the street from Ullens Center, reading a year and a half old men's magazine. All the available zines were 2006 or 2007, so this was new-ish. Fascinating article about a young American who went to South Korea to teach English and got busted smuggling hash into the country from a trip to the Philippines. How he spent 3 years or so in a Korean jail and eventually went home and wrote a book about the experience. I was captivated.




Hard to see, but the little specks are thousands of people walking the streets around the southern gate of Tiananmen.


Back to the FC (short hand for Forbidden City)...Mostly Chinese tourists. Few foreigners sprinkled in the crowd.
All the Chinese seemed to be wearing Olympic paraphernalia and shooting off their cameras to record evidence of their presence in front of this historic structure. There were multiple umbrella stands, where police and other uniformed gentlemen stood. Each there to carry out some crowd control duty.

I had my Leica instead of my Holga and brought my digi too, but didn't bring it out. It felt more like a Leica moment though I'm not a journalistic photographer. But I do like to document for my personal archive. I'll upload any good ones I get as soon as I get the film back.

The heat was unbearable. The FC had fountains spraying water in a grand display of water ballet, but there wasn't a vendor around to purchase drinking water from. I think they had been banned, along with other outdoor friendly activities to clean up the streets for the Olympics. Not sure how true that is, but there was no arguing that they were no where to be found.







Mia and walked the eastern perimeter of the outer streets around Tiananmen Square. The whole square was cordoned off and no public traffic was allowed to enter. So, we along with the bazillion Chinese tourists, waddled along photographing towards the empty space. We were heading toward Qianmen, the new old city, which had just opened the day before. Its the place Henry wrote about, where many of the generations old family residents, where being pushed out in favor of high end development. An outdoor mall with all the prestige brands. We didn't quite make it there because we just were exhausted from the exertion. We are not used to being shuffled around like cattle in that kind of heat and humidity, without proper hydration and air! We found our way to a safe haven from the thousands of pedestrians. The new Legation Quarter. It is the site of the old US Legation Quarter established in 1862. The first US embassy was built there in 1902. The Architecture still stands out today as very classical Western architecture, mimicking English estate architecture with a grand entry into an open space surrounded by an arch of buildings. Now it is the hot new place to dine and see the whose who. There is even an art gallery in the complex. I've heard the salads in the French restaurant are 200 RMB (roughly $30). That is high even at New York prices! Well, to enter, you are met by two standing guards at a gate with an ominous grey stone blockade just beyond. Like a cross between a ballast and a huge "Welcome" wall at the entrance. Needless to say, there were no Chinese tourists accidentally wandering into this compound. You must be in the know and walk in with confidence or the guards may question you. At least that has been my experience walking into guarded entrance ways. It is the curse of looking "Chinese." Once I was stopped by a new guard at Henry's Apartment block. As soon as I rambled in English he just waved me in, but its like that.

No one really in there, so we could take a breather and go see some art in an air conditioned building. It seemed so bougie. There are moments where you realize that the new China is not exactly for "the people," but for the elite and White Euro looking foreigners. Those moments I am glad Henry told me to keep my passport on my at all times, but it still sucks that I feel like I need to. Just in case. A Chinese friend of Henry's told me she just has to make sure she is dressed really well, to distinguish herself to get the appropriate treatment. As a low key American and "artist-type," I am usually dressed in an understated manner, but maybe just the sense of entitlement I have to give off, gets me by. Its a curse and a blessing to not stand out racially. If I could speak Mandarin, I could get discounts but I might get refused at the door of some snotty place like the Legation Quarter. Who knows.





Its hard to know what is the best way to get the most of what you want out of this city. Saturday an American couple was attacked my a Chinese man, who evidently came to Beijing to carry out some crazy act of violence against some foreigners to have his moment of fame and not die without distinction, as he threw himself off the Drum Tower. You've probably heard a lot about this, but that is all I know. Details about his motivation have not been made clear. But it seems that they were not chosen for any reason other than obviously being foreign. The American man died due to injuries and his wife is alive, but without her husband. It seems so senseless, but I keep hearing about these desperate acts of violence in repressed societies, mainly in China and Japan. There must be more to it than an isolated incidence. A bubbling up of a deep festering sore. Something to fight the helplessness. This has cast a dark shadow on the whole situation here in light of how much emphasis has been put into the show aspect of the games, rather than the individual human stories. Here the athletes are manufactured. There aren't personal stories of a love of the sport or personal triumphs against all odds to become an Olympic athlete. They are like little bonsai trees in the art exhibit at the Legation Quarter. I think that is why when they win, the whole country can claim a victory, but when they loose, they can just be discarded. There are a billion where that one came from.






Do I sound jaded. Why is that the term to describe this feeling? Jaded.
I like the connection to Chinese/Japanese Jade better! But please read on.

AH HA:
entry from the Word Detective to root it out...
(AK, is this you?)

Dear Word Detective: What can you tell me about the word "jaded," meaning "world-weary" or "worn out"? Does it have anything to do with "jade," the mineral? -- A.K., New York, NY.

You know, when I first started writing this column, a question such as yours would really get me going. I'd race to the bookshelf and spend hours plowing through obscure tomes to glean every last nugget of information for my readers. Now, for some reason, it just seems such a chore. I'll make you a deal -- you go look it up and I'll go watch TV. Let me know what you find out.

Wait, come back! I'm not really jaded. I love reader questions, and this is an above-average question. So just sit back and I'll be with you right away.

Ok, I'm back. It turns out that no, there's no connection between the two "jades" -- they are completely separate words. Although we tend to associate "jade," the green stone, with jewelry and sculpture from Japan and China, the word itself comes from Latin. The Latin word "ilia" (which became the Spanish "ijada" and eventually our English "jade") means "kidneys," and in Roman times jade was thought to cure ailments in that part of the body. Apparently the Greeks had the same idea -- another name for the mineral jade is "nephrite," from the Greek word for kidneys.

The other kind of "jade," found today only in "jaded," comes from an Old Norse word, "jalda," meaning "mare." Imported into English as "jade" in the 14th century, the word originally meant just "mare," but then came to mean "old, broken-down mare." As a metaphor, "jade" then was used to mean "worthless person," or, more specifically, "prostitute." This noun form of "jade" is now obsolete, but the sense lives on in our word "jaded," applied to someone who has, as they say, been there, seen that, and done it all.





To end on a humorous note, here is an amazing image I saw on the street.
It is part of a banner advertising the Olympics. Look carefully at her right eye (that is your left side).
Notice literally an eyepatch!
This is to illustrate my new favorite bad word:
Cha bu duo.
Its a kin to the Vietnamese saying,
Same Same, but different.


See Lost in Beijing. A brutal portrait of life in Beijing. Amazingly profound.

Updates on screenings to follow...
tonight I'm beat.

Signing off,
Good Morning New York & Good Night Beijing.

PS
Henry and I will be in New York mid Sept, so pencil us in to your social calendar.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Henry's Birthday




Shirfu Dog

We met when Henry took me to the Red Capital Ranch for a get-away to celebrate his birthday.

I love this dog. He is an un-neutered male Shepherd mix who had been condemned to be forever chained under this tree for having bitten someone. I found him to be loving and quite shy. His animal instincts in tact, who knows what really happened, but I imagine he must have been mishandled in some way.

The best i could do is to try to communicate some gentle caring while I was a visitor there. I helped untangle his chain from the tree and Henry made sure he got some fresh water.


Celebrations started on Friday, July 25th with a dinner out with friends at
Saveurs de Corée. After attending an opening for a new friend, Lukas Birk, we mosied over to nanluoguxiang. We followed dinner with some lounging and dancing at Song bar. All in all a good start!

Saveurs de Corée
29 Nanluogu Xiang, Dongcheng District
东城区南锣鼓巷29号
Phone 6401 6083

Saturday we spent out at the Red Capital Ranch, where Henry has been wanting to go. A night out of the city is always a good idea, but with Olympic restrictions, we were told climbing the Great Wall was off limits. I didn't mind so much, but then again, I'm not into over grown trails and steep climbs. Henry and the couple that we later found out got engaged on the wall were upset at their plans being foiled! I am not one for proposals on tourist hot spots, the Great Wall and Eiffel Tower especially, but I was not the one being asked, so it doesn't matter so much. Just FYI. No overly romanticised locations with monumental expectations. I'm a down to earth girl. I like my leisure time. And I don't like agendas when I'm on holiday.

Tuesday, July 29

On Henry's actual birthday, we kept it low key and went to a local Tex-Mex with a down home feel. I found out Henry doesn't do well with tequila and so margarita's are out. And he prefers no salt on the rim. We had a nice comfortable time, which I have to say is so nice and relaxing.

Lesson learned:
Sometimes "romantic" get-aways are high pressure zones.


Monday, July 28, 2008

Trip 2: Week 11 Plans Re-Structured





Henry and I decided we couldn't go for the LIVE/WORK space. It was too much work, too much commitment, and the Olympic month. I was disappointed, but I saw his point and I couldn't logistically do it without his help communicating. Since then, I have had to reconsider the plan for the next year. I think it will be better in the long run, but I feel like I lost a part of my dream in that deal. I hope this is not a trend that continues.

Meanwhile, things are ramping up in the studio and work is going well. I have found a good printer and gotten some prints I am happy with. Looking forward to picking up some framed pieces Wednesday. And the doc series I have been working on will start this Saturday!

Little pieces of the puzzle are coming together. I find a lot of support from strangers. People who know how difficult it is to be an artist and just get things done in this town for foreigners, especially ones who can't communicate properly. Help comes from nowhere sometimes. Just enough to keep you from giving up sometimes. I find it difficult when I can't just do things for myself, but the kindness of strangers has been immensely satisfying.

Thank Goodness.

Have to put my academic hat on to do a write up for this doc series and well an artist statement, too. I thought that physically writing this (b)log would help me get over the hump that keeps me from writing more. But...I'm afraid I'm still slow going when it comes to getting started. I've always been a fan of getting writers to do what they do. Sit and chat with me then write it for me. Irony is Henry is a writer, but I can't seem to communicate my ideas about art to him. It just that all the intimate stuff lays heavy around us, so I can't speak freely and confidently the way I might with other artists. It always seems to be like that. That the person you are most intimately involved with can't really see or know that other part of you. Like only being a macro lens. Can't pull out and get the whole picture. Or something like that.

I do love research though, so I will just use the deadline to push me forward.

BY THE END OF THE WEEK:
I have printed more photos than I have in years. Gotten some framed. Borrowed projectors for some screenings I am planning for my time in residence. Got a lawyer in Florida to deal with a crazy bogus claim on our family condo. Got new name cards made with new cell number. And have organized multiple Birthday surprises for Henry's Birthday week. Officially it was Tuesday July 29. His sister Vannessa's is just a year and day before and my brother's is 15 years and one day after!
LEOs LEOs LEOs

I haven't slept well with worry keeping me up at night or late night skype calls with family or lawyers.
Stressful, but I've had some successes, so all in all I must be grateful. I will write more about what is happening here in Beijng rather than just personal business, but thanks for bearing with me.

Hope everyone is having a fabulous summer!
I cant wait to reunite and have Henry and Meta with me.
I will feel complete.

XXX

bye for now.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Trip 2: Week 10 In Review

Time has flown. I have not been as diligent as should have the past few weeks documenting my experiences. This happens when the windows of down time are fewer and farther between or sometimes non-existent. It is also, why studio time is critical.

Last Sunday, I began my residency at Art Channel. It is a gallery that began in 798 Dashanzi, the ever popular Beijing Art mecca, but about two years ago moved to CaoChangdi in search of a new and less commercial setting to bring Contemporary Art practice to the fore. It along with a hand full of others, created a new art center, just 10 mins further northeast and just beyond the 5th ring perimeter. It is the land of grass fields, literally translated, though there is no grass, but so much promise. When I made my first investigative trip out here this past winter, I fell in love with the spirit of the place. It is mostly raw, with these small ecosystems of creative energy sprinkled in the area, linked by mostly dirt roads and country living standards. The collision of urban, suburban, and out right rural.

I arrived hoping to have an other artist in residence. I recall Rose, the director of the gallery, mentioning a Parisian photographer, but what I found out since was that a Japanese artist, whom I have met already, has claimed the other studio through August, yet returned home for a few weeks. He said he lives close to a town in Japan that has been renamed "Toyota" after the manufacturer of Toyota cars. Point is, I am alone in the gallery most of the time. One of the gallery assistance, has had to go home to Italy for a family emergency, so there is one person, named Victor that is taking care of the daily business and meant to be assisting me with my needs. I guess the one thing that is just as I hoped is the studio space itself. Big, bright, beautiful.

It may be a blessing in disguise, as alone time can be so fruitful once one stops squirming around wandering what is happening outside of the studio. It is this transition through a mental landscape that seems to be such a challenge. That terrain once conquered brings you to a promise land of creative practice. The place I am looking forward to finding again. Right now, I'm still squirming. Still basing progress on outside elements such as where I can find a photo lab to print my new images. Though, to be honest I have put a lot of work into shaping my next year. Soul searching as well as very practical planning. Henry and I have been considering all the options. I, however, have had my mind set on one scenario. A year in Caochangdi, in a live work space co-habitating officially and letting my focus be my career and art production. The challenge is working together towards our professional and personal goals together. I work best with commitments and plans. Henry is still figuring out what he wants from his own life. Thinking about me seems like pressure for him. It is frustrating, but what choice do I have but to be patient. For now, I am so happy to have struck a deal with another Henri (but with an "i") about renting my dream studio space!


What you've missed:

Early July my Artist friends Priscilla & Io came for a visit and did a short stint at Art Channel. We shared many delicious meals and took a day trip out to the Huang Hua Cheng section of the Great Wall. They were here for a couple weeks, so I was constantly busy and not writing as much as I would.

Then one of Henry's best friends and his girlfriend, who recently moved to Shanghai together from London, came for a quick visit. We had a great time and they got to reconnect with lots of old friends who live in Beijing. Henry is very excited about having one of his closest friends within a day's distance. We managed to rent a boat at Houhai, see a blues show at Doskolegas, and get fabulous massages! With food and drink to fill in the spaces. It was really fun.


Recently sampled restaurants:

Serve the People (Thai)
1 Sanlitun Xi Jie
84544580
delicious and reasonably priced. casual and has outdoor seating.
very decent service and clean bathrooms

Tex Mex
across from St. Regis Hotel in the CBD
warm country style decor with a kiddie play pen
the portions were generous, but the prices weren't exactly cheap
looks pretty authentic, tastes as close as Ive tasted since Ive been here
(with the exception of the Rickshaw, but then you have to endure the atmosphere)

Bocata
Sanlitun across from San dian San
lovely open air cafe serving fresh fruit juices and really nice sandwiches
and a decent cous cous salad

Monday, July 14, 2008

Trip 2: Week 9 Living in the Village




Aromatherapy






Revolution Rock

I'm listening to the Clash on the speakers I borrowed from Henry. Sitting at my desk in my studio. I'm alone in the gallery. No one around. Playing music as loud as I want to! Windows open. Raining on and off all day. It is gray and cooler than most Beijing summer days.


After Hours

The Velvet Underground. Makes me think I could play bass. I love this song. The smell of lavender and peppermint is starting to emanate.


Mellow Doubt

Teenage Fan club is reminding me of college and the boys that bookmark points in my life. It was about the time I began to seriously think about studying Art. I had always had a camera in hand. It was my way to keep people at a safe distance and keep my hands busy. The camera helped me make my mental notes the way people scribble in journals. I didn't feel comfortable mis-spelling and rendering thing inaccurately for documentary purposes. Now, I feel less like there is one way or perspective or sight line or truth. I juggle a couple cameras when I shoot. It would help to have go-go-gadget arms, but instead I carry a very large purse.


Here are some photos of my new space:






The view out of my window:



Not bad, eh?

I am considering seriously moving to this area for my year in Beijing. We looked a space yesterday. It was the second time looking at the same space. I fell in love with it the first time I saw it. Henry is more hesitant because it is hard for him to imagine the possibilities of transformation. He is considering the commute and the rawness of an old factory space. I am loving the idea of creating my own space from the vase emptiness. It would make the move out here so worth it. The built in community. Living in the heart of a burgeoning new art center.

Cross your fingers we can strike a deal with Henri, the artist and developer of this complex.

Can you image...


This is the half I would live in with Henry. Up the stairs and to the right. The ground floor of the red brick building will be gallery space! Yeah, its hot.



Inside. I am photographing from where the door would be. Through the dwarfed door would be the kitchen and bath. The elevated section would be my work space. The foreground would be living and bedroom with the furniture being made on wheels to be able to convert the space at a moments notice!
Bookcases and couches and tables on wheels. And I could imagine it and have it built out. This is the China I had heard about...

and wanted to come for. I could live out my dream here. If I could just find a good temp home for Meta, I could move forward without hesitation. Hopefully, Henry will work out something with Henri and we can go for it!

XXX
from CaoChangdi

Friday, July 11, 2008

Trip 2: Week 8 Meta Issues




Should I stay or should I go?


Controls:
Henry
Su
Meta

Variables:
Home for Henry
Home for Su
Home for Meta
Length of stay in China Henry
Length of stay in China Su
Pet Relocation Specialists
Caretakers for Meta
Rental of Apt in Brooklyn


Possible Scenarios, saying I can sublet my Brooklyn apt for market value:

I. One Year Away [Most feasible]
Oct 2008 - 2009, Su & Henry share a home in a dog-friendly district.
Meta stays with Su's family for the year.
Oct 2009, Su & Meta are reunited in New York & Henry stays on in Beijing for one more year.
Oct 2010, All reunited in New York to begin a new life together.

II. Two Years Away, loosing Meta [Most undesirable outcome]
Oct. 2008 - 2010, Su & Henry share a home in a dog-friendly district.
Meta stays with Su's famliy for the year.
Oct 2009, Meta finds a new home, ideally staying in the family.
Oct 2010, Su & Henry return to New York without Meta.

III. Two+ Years Away, relocating Meta to China [Most unpredictable and risky]
Oct. 2008 - 2010, Su & Henry share a home in a dog-friendly district.
Meta stays with Su's famliy for the year.
Oct 2009, Meta is flown to Beijing with one month in quarantine.
Unknown future date, We reverse commute Meta with another quarantine in the States and
we all return safely to New York, hopefully.



Can someone please present me with another option I am not seeing?

I have been distracted with this and therefore not as productive and writing,
but I start my residency this Monday, so I will be able to focus more.

Maybe I need a Pros and Cons list?

Please call me with any guidance or advice or sympathy.
This is the toughest thing I have ever been faced with in terms of a life decision.

Does it have to me a Henry or Meta situation?
Hopefully, a solution that makes us all happy will present itself.
Possibly a part time home in Atlanta to help my sister and mother out.

Any great dog walkers or pet sitters in Atlanta you know of?